Saturday, April 14, 2012

30 Minutes

I normally don't listen to pop music, but I was on youtube and one of my searches ended up with tatu's "30 Minutes". It got catchy. I then went on a tatu search and why have I not heard of this band?

Did some odd jobs this morning: helped a lady move a dishwasher into her trailer and removed some brush and loaded it into a pickup for this kid who was doing some landscaping. Got $50 from both. The kid asked for my number and wanted to hang out. I told him I'll think about it, but I won't. Too busy. Need to come up with rent money for next month.

How am I going to tell State Farm that my van is dead and I don't have a car? Do I have to continue the insurance if I don't have a car? Yes, I'm clueless about this. I'll have to call.

For some reason beyond me, I got home and turned on my laptop and watched some porn. I don't know. I guess I'm missing ... FUCK.

I hate feeling depressed. I have to keep my mind busy and stay busy.

Stay focused.

I got this.


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