Saturday, September 19, 2015

09:08 Yesterday

Sam...no more.

No friendship, no nothing.

I'm DONE with her...she said not to even respond to her texts.

I don't know what the fuck has gotten into her...and at this point, I don't fucking care. Too much of an emotional rollercoaster even when she's on meds!

Talked to Cody--he's a recovering heroin addict. He was telling me of his life this afternoon and I just sat there, we sat by the Pit. Then I told him I was having a shitty day and then I told him of how Sam left me AGAIN. He said, "women are confusing cuz they interpret things way different than what you tell them." Then he went on to say, "just make yourself happy. Its all you can do"

I'm still planning on going to Iceland next summer! That's MY goal. Yeah I'm gonna plan a trip for myself to go to Iceland so in the mean time, I'm gonna bury myself in work and save money for an entire year. Yep, that'll make ME happy!

Monday, September 14, 2015

New Line of Work

Not really new line of work, but same field, different duties.

I get to drive around rich kids on their parents/ insurance to their AA/NA meetings, grocery shopping, the gym, get their nails done, and whatever else is in their schedule for the day. Same field, different job duties, is best as I can put it.

Rehab work.

Pays about four dollars more than what I was making at the group home. But yeah, I'm basically a cheuffeur like Sam said. Speaking of whom, IDKWTF is up with her. I'm not even gonna ponder or give it much thought. Tried calling her this morning, but she refused to answer my calls so fuck it. No crying over spilled milk for me. Just gonna concentrate on working and memorizing street names, addresses, and where meeting places are held at the beaches.

I never took a lunch today or even dinner. Barb said to take it whenever I can since we don't have breaks. Yeah well...I like spending my breaks at the beach listening to the waves or watching people play volleyball.

Friday, July 24, 2015

State of the Nation

So a coworker and I were talking about the current presidential candidates and he asked me who I would vote for. And I told him "first of all, I'm brutally honest so whatever I have say will probably piss you off, but since you asked..."

"One: We have a weakling president in office and he's running this country into the ground. And then he gets together with a terrorist nation to sign a nuclear deal with them? Whatever happened to not making any deals with terrorists? And his entire term, he wants to do away with the Constitution and the Second Amendment. Fuck that!

Two: But getting back to your question...Donald Trump will get my vote as will Ted Cruz and Carly Fiorina. Maybe Marco Rubio. But I like Ted Cruz' style. He doesn't mince words and gets straight to the point like when he totally DESTROYED the ICE director Saldana on releasing dangerous illegals into the population. So after Trump, I'd vote for Ted Cruz."

Coworker shut his face. He's a Democrat...I'm sick of them and their front person Hilary Clinton.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

Poe - Hello



Yeah...I LOVE this rock version of the original.

Flag Controversy

This is the Confederate flag. It is part of American heritage and is sometimes referred to as "stars and bars". As with everything, people take symbolism to the extremes. just like the swastika was a symbol of good fortune for THOUSANDS of years till Hitler bastardized it to the Nazi symbol of oppression, brutality and death. EVERY symbol has its origins. I, myself, think of the Confederate flag as part of US history and heritage, not hate.


Plus...I think it's a cool looking design.